Life is at war……………….
Covered with love is what a baby was born with
Loved by parents is what his first birthday gift was
To get inspired, he has what we call brothers and sisters
Grows with all the love one can ever dream of is his future
But will this life he see now stay
Or will he too be pushed to the point where he just snaps and breaks in to pieces
Or if he does not then just die with the pain and weight on his soul, his life
When born, right now all cares and loves him
But as he grows with it he must grow strong
Be able to have the strength to kill his own self when required
And to teach this he has no one
Neither his parents nor the ones he looks up to
There is only one teacher who can teach him but ….
He never teaches any one yet every one gains strength from him
He is not god……….no not at all
He is something we not very often want to come across
He is what we call LIFE
As he grew his first lesson came
He was just 3 when his training started
An age where one does not even know what is right or what is wrong
To be honest even as grown ups we also don’t know what is what
All we do is to make a visible line between the two but we always tend to forget
There is always a GREY shade in between them
The first test was to not remember the one who gave him life
To forget every single memory of the one who promised to take care of him at all times
He was to withstand the loss of his basic support
But as it always said life and time wait for none
He too moves on with nothing to remember
All is left is a blurred picture of someone, who from him never existed
A picture that gave him shivers
Something which scared him so much that even the most prettiest of the dreams went red
But this was just the start of a never ending process
Like every structure needs pillars to stand he did too
It is just that now he has to balance without one
It was not fair in his terms but if compared to some one who stands alone he still was lucky
He went on to grow but this time the love made him strong
Not weak and dependent because he understood the first basic truth
He went to grow in a fine young boy with a mind which still is fighting
A mind who has been fighting against the very life
Who fights for the right to shape his own self but life never agrees
As he fought he grew stronger and seeing this
It was decided to teach him the next lesson which would break his will
And the lesson was love
He grew on to love some one so pretty that no one has ever seen
Some one who was pure from heart
Some one like him some one who was better
Some one who just wasn’t fighting rather some one
Who took to fight to the other side
Some one who was to be punished for her outrageous rebellious acts
He grew on to love someone like this
Love her to a limit that he himself never had thought
And so it all began
The beginning of the next lesson was most beautiful
It gave him a sense of completion a sense of security and love
It taught him how tough was to start
But it was even tougher to go on and keep it with himself always
He learned to respect and to live up
He now had an aim which he always wandered for
This time he was not ready to let go
Not to let this war end without a fight
Not like the last time when he never realized what he had lost
He promised to always stand by her side no matter what happened
He promised to love her till the last day of his life
Promised to keep her safe from every thing
Promised to support her and help her win this war
The war which he too was fighting
But he never cared for his front
All he cared about was to make her win
And so together they stood hard on the ground taking every blow that came
The worst hit was when fate tried to part him away from her
He went somewhere far and she was left alone
But none of them gave up, brave they both were
This was something that was not acceptable
And then came time for his lesson
The lesson he will never forget
Something of whose memories will haunt him to the last day of his life
He again stood at a point where he had to choose
A point where he had to choose either his bright future or his love
And so he did he left his future for the one without whom there was no future
He choose his love and now the war had taken a u-turn
But then something so terrible happen
He came back for his love but………
He never saw her again
The day he came back he was happy because he was back to fight with her love
What he did not know was that she was now fighting this war for the last time
She tried to withstand for some time but just after 2 days of his return
What she did was something no one had thought
She saw herself facing a defeat and
She was one who could never gave up so
Instead of losing it she killed herself and with that blow won the war
She had won because she did not do what she was asked to
She did what she wanted to but now he was again left alone
Broken into pieces all he saw was to give up
All he thought was to also kill himself and this time he couldn’t move on
Just when he was going to give up he found the perfect medicine for himself
The perfect dose that made him kept on fighting this war
The medicine was wounds…………………
Wounds which he gave himself
It helped him to ease the pain of guilt of failing in his promise
And kept him fighting
He went on doing this till there was no place in his body or soul with no wounds
It went to such a limit that he started seeing his victory
But then suddenly………………………………………
In his life came some one who promised to fill in the empty space
He too forgot his war and went on to do things as they were meant to be done
He lived in the illusion for sometime but soon it was to end
And now when it has end he is ready to start the war again
Only this time he is much more stronger than ever before
He still is fighting and will be till he dies
He did had forgotten his aim for sometime but like it always happens
After the rain the sun shines brightly and so will he too
One day he will win and will live on to celebrate but till then
He has to fight and that is what he will do
He still loves her same way he used to
Still wishes her to come back
Still is empty from inside but now he knows
He knows if he wins she will return
She will again be his and they again will be together
The story which they started they both will end
And so I too wish it does happen
After all the pain he has been through and is still going through
I wish him luck …………………….. not for his victory
But for the strength to absorb all the pain that will come his way
